I am sad but then happy

Dear Journal, Well after about a week and a half of house sitting babysitting and cleaning house I am back home. Time for me to get a job and like now sick of all this shit it is time I get my act together and get the hell out of this suburbia Hell.But on the other side happy to be back in my bed but with a sad ending. Today I was watching my rat Spike in his cage and he was playing around then he just stopped and sadly he died then and I know now he is no longer in pain but he was a best friend I was always able to hole and pet him when I was upset People like Dog and People like cats However I liked my rat and he was a one of a kind I will always remember him and miss my dear little friend Spike. Tomorrow I am going out to my sitters Ranch and going to give him a proper send off and Bury him. After that I will Get a job so I can get the hell out of here and go see my friends like I want get my things and move to Oklahoma like planned as well as getting enough money up for Comic con and to my friends I guarantee I am going to Con one way or another and this year it will be a blast. Sincerely Sarah Hall