I missed work

So today was my first day of work in a long time and I forgot how much I missed it but Loathed it at the same time. It was somewhat cool but somewhat boring. Most of the day consist of me Having to watch some pointless boring movies and having to do these different scenario that were stupid but I tried to make it fun anyway work was good it is nice knowing I am making money again. I am a Sales Clerk for those who have wanted to know and I am making almost $9.00 an hour. Any way I got to find my way to work tomorrow and I hope I do as well as getting my car fixed and insured an I hope by the end of the week it will be fixed. I hope it is I need it.

So this...

So this is a Bitch getting this part and someone to put it in for me so now today I have to find a way to get insurance with no money and if I can do that I can get this car running so I pray and I pray it gets running cause this sucks and I need this car in order to get to work but for Thursday I am lucky I have a sis that is willing to go to work and hour and a half early for me so I can go to my orientation. So hopefully by the end of the week this car will be up and running If not I am screwed and not in a good way.Ow and to top it off I couldn't hock my cam-corder either cause the stupid hock shop here wont buy or sale them. They suck so I now have to barrow the money I need from a really good friend of mine,And I hate borrowing this money from him but I need to ow well he will get it back right away.

Nice

This was a nice way to get woken up, Wal-Mart called me to tell me that I will be starting Thursday at 9 for orientaion from there I should know what exactly I will be doing. Now I just need to get this car working today so I need to get cracking on it.

Thinking of the good old days

I so do not look like this anymore but thought people might be a little Intrigued by some of these old pics of mine. I'm all Nostologic Right now. Man the good old days but this year we are so going to get better pics.Aw Kelli you were so cute , Just playing well you were and now you look even better

Wooooo hooooooo Yippee

Finally I have landed a job Granted not at the best of places but it is a job dammit and I will take it. I am now an employee of Wal-Mart. I do but don't have the job yet it is all depending on my piss test i took today but I will say it now I have a job and will know more about it on Thursday.I feel bad though cause in the interview I told my new boss i would stay with this job for like two years. I said it to get the damn Job and he shouldnt make me feel pressured to stay there that long. So maybe I shouldnt feel bad. Well whatever the case I am off to bed now not feeling so good now feel a bit dizzy. Oh well it will pass.

Happy St. Patricks Day Everyone

Well Got an interview today for tomorrow at Wal-Mart and since I have no word from the Hospital I hope I get this Job at Wal-Mart people just don't know how much I need it. Anyway decided to drink it just ain't St. Patty's day without a drink. But in other news found out today My ex roommate's Broke up which sucks I was really rooting for them. Other then that now I am really worried about my things but my good friend Bekah is going to help me the best she can with that. i just don't know what I would do with out my friends. Anyway better go got to get another drink.

I just Dont know anymore

Dear Journal, Today I waited by the phone and got no call back from the guy from the interview and at this point I just don't know. I called him he said he had one more interview and he would call me back and let me know well I hope and pray I hear something back by tomorrow. Anyway I hope my friends Have a good time tonight and tell me all about it when I am back.

Ok Now

Well I have gone through my whole Journal and did that little spell check thing to all my entries and well I hope it makes a certain someone happy. I also hope it gets him off my damn back for once geeze get over it. Anyway can you tell I was bored.

Woooo

Dear Journal, Well I ended up leaving for a couple days and I think I needed that just to get away from this crap at home. Anyway my sister came over and wanted me to go hangout with her for a couple days considering she was off and me and her rarely get to hang out with one another. We got to talk hangout and do the sisterly thing, I also dyed my hair Blue Black last night and it looks pretty Snazzy I love it, It is awesome.Other then that it has been a pretty mellow last couple of days. Sincerely, ***Sarah Hall***

Lies Lies lies

LIES LIES LIES that is all I get form these little fuckers I call my brothers apparently one of my brothers called my mother telling her the other was arrested for drinking well that was a lie. He was just out hanging with friends and apparently talked to a cop and that is all he did. As for the other brother he keeps saying this lie and that lie I am so sick of this shit and they wonder why I get pissed. I care for them and want nothing but the best for them but they keep spiraling into the pits of nothing-ness and are going to end up in jail at the rate they are going. I hate that I feel this way but I wish they would just get on the right track and prove everyone wrong.I think I need to go meditate and do some more Yoga and get centered so sick of this.

Yippee as if my day couldn't get worse

Know how I was saying this town could turn you into an Alcoholic well it looks like the 13 year old brother is already learning that he just got caught by cops drinking and is now going to jail. Great well maybe he will learn something he keeps lying stilling and treating everyone like shit maybe he will finally learn something. HA FAT CHANCE.

Boring Boring Booooorrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnngggggggggg

Dear Journal, Blah blah blah Yo-ada yo-ada yo-ada Today sucked ass. It was a major waist of life should of just slept all day that is how bad it was. only good thing was getting to chat with my friend Kelli but other then that it sucked.Got up this morning and did my exercises for the day then plotted myself in front of this computer.I hate this place nothing to do No one to do that I would want to. The only thing they have here for us who are over 21 to do is go hang out with the Geriatric lushes that hang out at the local bar. Thanks but no thanks that is just not my scene I need something more in my life. God Life is short and in that time you got to make it last and since I got here I havnt been able to really. This place sucks. I wish I was back in Phoenix I hate it here so much and I hate my mother for leading me to believe I was going to be back in phoenix in a week. Whatever this sucks and to top things off I find things for me in my depression state to be slipping and not good folks not good at all. Ow I forgot I did clean up a bit cause my mother is a nagging bitch but other then that a very very very very very boring day. Sincerely, **Bitchy Sarah**

This sucks

Dear Journal, Well yesterday pretty much sucked. My sister wanted me to come over to her house and hang out with her so I did and all we pretty much did was clean a little then she laid down and fell asleep and when she woke up she had to go to her counseling so for me it was boring and it sucked I was better off staying home by the phone.Later in the night I decided to take my nephews left over bleach kit well it didn't come out that well partially cause it had already been sitting non the less it came out bad to me and I must dye my hair as soon as possible. Suck suckey day for me I hope things get better for me soon.Ow and I must say I think the only good part of my day was chatting it up with Kelli Henry and my friend Bekah. Sincerely, **Sarah L. Hall**

Well well well

Dear Journal, Had an interview today and I fill it went extremely well and I hope I got the job unfortunately I wont know till next week if I got the job. The reasons for that is that they need to make sure I am not a criminal and check with my last jobs and find out if I am a good employee. Well any the case I am so praying I get this job. I get benefits and I also get paid $9.50 an hour. I hope I get it I could use the money and could get out of here like planed as well well as be able to go to comic con.Other then that I have been doing good and have been back on the Yoga wagon. I so missed Yoga and I wonder why the hell I even stopped doing it. What was I thinking. Anywho I got some new CD's in the mail today and non the less happy today but tiered.

Well now

Dear journal, Well went to Steam boat the other day ( the next town over) and was sadden to find out I cant get a job anywhere there but a cigarette shop or Wal-mart. Either way hope to hear something from Wal-mart. Ow yeah and I did apply at my sisters work which is a retirement home slash hospital and just maybe might hear something from them as well. Either way going to have a job this week one way or another. As of other news found out today my blood pressure is on the rise again and hope that the prob stops I think it is just brought on cause of the stress I have been dealing with. Other then that I got these really snazzy boots today and when I got them I thought of my dear friend Kelli cause they are her style. You know those kind of boots that square in the front. Sincerely, **Sarah Hall**

I Hate Small Towns

Dear Journal, Well today I got an interview at the one place in-town I really would like to work here in this small town. I found out cause of my brothers and there rep around this small ass town I am an out for this job. Yippee for me now I get to go to the other town friday that is a hour away and get a job. This is why I hate small towns everyone is always in your business and causing problems for you if you don't fit the profile for the town. Gods I hate it here. Sincerely, Sarah Hall

I am sad but then happy

Dear Journal, Well after about a week and a half of house sitting babysitting and cleaning house I am back home. Time for me to get a job and like now sick of all this shit it is time I get my act together and get the hell out of this suburbia Hell.But on the other side happy to be back in my bed but with a sad ending. Today I was watching my rat Spike in his cage and he was playing around then he just stopped and sadly he died then and I know now he is no longer in pain but he was a best friend I was always able to hole and pet him when I was upset People like Dog and People like cats However I liked my rat and he was a one of a kind I will always remember him and miss my dear little friend Spike. Tomorrow I am going out to my sitters Ranch and going to give him a proper send off and Bury him. After that I will Get a job so I can get the hell out of here and go see my friends like I want get my things and move to Oklahoma like planned as well as getting enough money up for Comic con and to my friends I guarantee I am going to Con one way or another and this year it will be a blast. Sincerely Sarah Hall

HMMM WELL

Dear Journal, I was suppose to go out today and get a job but the prob with that was the job required me to stay at a home and take care of one ry old mentally challenged people who are violent ok but no I love helping others but no way. I want a job though in the Bar industry I would really like to be a bar tender so lets see what happens there. Well My V-day sucked and happy it is over now. Also may have my way to get back to Phoenix but hope things work out that I can. Any who talk to you all later.

Yippee

Dear Journal, I just finished my fan-fic and am so happy with it and you all will get to read it tomorrow just need to do some work to it and Kelli is well editing for me and helping me make it presentable. From what she tells me is that it is very good and she was laughing a lot at it as was I. Anyway I hope you all enjoy it when it is posted.

Well

Dear Journal, So it has been awhile since I have posted but not much to say today i go in to a place and hopefully come out with a job.As for being sick still not quite over it yet but I will be. I hope that things work out soon for me it is only 5 months away till con and I would like to have enough money to go to con and move as well as get all my crap out of phoenix but I can do it and I will.As well as paying my friends the money I owe them from last year. Any who be posting again later.

Well

Dear Journal, Well I guess I owe some friends and apology and I do I apologize to you guys for acting like a crazy Wacko.Anyway Yippee today was the Super-Bowl and for the first time in a long time it just didn't interest me this year I just went and hung out with my sister for part of the day the other part I lied in my bed sick and wanting to get out.Any who not much to say about today only that it had it's productive parts and the others sucked.

Sorry everyone

Sorry you guy's I was being a crazy Bitch I promise that wont happen again.

Ok now

Dear Journal, Let me just tell ya today sucked a bit.I got up early started working on my car figuring out what exactly is wrong with it and found it to be the timing belt. Well for one no money for this it is going to cost $40 for the belt and $230 to get it put in unless I can figure out how to put it in. Then me and my brother got into a fist fight this afternoon cause he was spazing out and I was trying to help him then he just started punching me then I just last it and started beating the crap out of him. through all this my mother is driving me crazy acting like a damn 12 year old and saying just the right thing to piss me off and make me want to hit her so what do I do I go out and mess up me hand on a wall. But other then that I am Peachy how are you.

Boring boring boring what a waist of a day of life

Dear Journal, I hate being so sick that you cant do anything but lie around all day like a bum. It sucks it is a waist of life to just sit around all day and do nothing. I hope me actually sitting and relaxing today helps and that I will be better tomorrow I cant stand this anymore. Anyway While I was lying in my bed I did some reading art and a little carving today something my Brother in-law is trying to get me into and I think he did it is an interesting form of art and it is fun. However I did watch a movie today and to anyone who hasn't seen "The Girl With The Pearl Earing" you should that is if your into old century based movies. I have seen this movie once before with my good friend Syn and she is the one who showed it to me and got me to loving it. But overall today has been a boring day.

I am having the worst week ever

Dear Journal, I still feel like crap and had to get up early with my brothers and took them to school it was turning out to be the typical crappy day I am used to. I got stuck after words taking my mother grocery shopping and let me tell you this I hate grocery shopping and I got stuck doing it for two hours with my mother non the less and not to mention she is driving me completely crazy these last few days. Well we got home I brought up all the groceries and she put them away. Then My nephew needed me to take him to the bank and cash his check I thought to myself cool a few away from the mother ok cool well got a block away when the car just up and died. Now I am completely pissed. I walk back try to get help for the car and no luck there walked back started pushing it and a lady came driving by and offered to help tow the car I thought well beats pushing it back By myself so she helps and I push the car back in my spot and who knows when I will have the money to get it fixed now. I was suppose to go to Denver this weekend and well there goes that trip. Anyway Life Sucks then we Die.