Yippee as if my day couldn't get worse

Know how I was saying this town could turn you into an Alcoholic well it looks like the 13 year old brother is already learning that he just got caught by cops drinking and is now going to jail. Great well maybe he will learn something he keeps lying stilling and treating everyone like shit maybe he will finally learn something. HA FAT CHANCE.

Boring Boring Booooorrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnngggggggggg

Dear Journal, Blah blah blah Yo-ada yo-ada yo-ada Today sucked ass. It was a major waist of life should of just slept all day that is how bad it was. only good thing was getting to chat with my friend Kelli but other then that it sucked.Got up this morning and did my exercises for the day then plotted myself in front of this computer.I hate this place nothing to do No one to do that I would want to. The only thing they have here for us who are over 21 to do is go hang out with the Geriatric lushes that hang out at the local bar. Thanks but no thanks that is just not my scene I need something more in my life. God Life is short and in that time you got to make it last and since I got here I havnt been able to really. This place sucks. I wish I was back in Phoenix I hate it here so much and I hate my mother for leading me to believe I was going to be back in phoenix in a week. Whatever this sucks and to top things off I find things for me in my depression state to be slipping and not good folks not good at all. Ow I forgot I did clean up a bit cause my mother is a nagging bitch but other then that a very very very very very boring day. Sincerely, **Bitchy Sarah**

This sucks

Dear Journal, Well yesterday pretty much sucked. My sister wanted me to come over to her house and hang out with her so I did and all we pretty much did was clean a little then she laid down and fell asleep and when she woke up she had to go to her counseling so for me it was boring and it sucked I was better off staying home by the phone.Later in the night I decided to take my nephews left over bleach kit well it didn't come out that well partially cause it had already been sitting non the less it came out bad to me and I must dye my hair as soon as possible. Suck suckey day for me I hope things get better for me soon.Ow and I must say I think the only good part of my day was chatting it up with Kelli Henry and my friend Bekah. Sincerely, **Sarah L. Hall**

Well well well

Dear Journal, Had an interview today and I fill it went extremely well and I hope I got the job unfortunately I wont know till next week if I got the job. The reasons for that is that they need to make sure I am not a criminal and check with my last jobs and find out if I am a good employee. Well any the case I am so praying I get this job. I get benefits and I also get paid $9.50 an hour. I hope I get it I could use the money and could get out of here like planed as well well as be able to go to comic con.Other then that I have been doing good and have been back on the Yoga wagon. I so missed Yoga and I wonder why the hell I even stopped doing it. What was I thinking. Anywho I got some new CD's in the mail today and non the less happy today but tiered.

Well now

Dear journal, Well went to Steam boat the other day ( the next town over) and was sadden to find out I cant get a job anywhere there but a cigarette shop or Wal-mart. Either way hope to hear something from Wal-mart. Ow yeah and I did apply at my sisters work which is a retirement home slash hospital and just maybe might hear something from them as well. Either way going to have a job this week one way or another. As of other news found out today my blood pressure is on the rise again and hope that the prob stops I think it is just brought on cause of the stress I have been dealing with. Other then that I got these really snazzy boots today and when I got them I thought of my dear friend Kelli cause they are her style. You know those kind of boots that square in the front. Sincerely, **Sarah Hall**

I Hate Small Towns

Dear Journal, Well today I got an interview at the one place in-town I really would like to work here in this small town. I found out cause of my brothers and there rep around this small ass town I am an out for this job. Yippee for me now I get to go to the other town friday that is a hour away and get a job. This is why I hate small towns everyone is always in your business and causing problems for you if you don't fit the profile for the town. Gods I hate it here. Sincerely, Sarah Hall

I am sad but then happy

Dear Journal, Well after about a week and a half of house sitting babysitting and cleaning house I am back home. Time for me to get a job and like now sick of all this shit it is time I get my act together and get the hell out of this suburbia Hell.But on the other side happy to be back in my bed but with a sad ending. Today I was watching my rat Spike in his cage and he was playing around then he just stopped and sadly he died then and I know now he is no longer in pain but he was a best friend I was always able to hole and pet him when I was upset People like Dog and People like cats However I liked my rat and he was a one of a kind I will always remember him and miss my dear little friend Spike. Tomorrow I am going out to my sitters Ranch and going to give him a proper send off and Bury him. After that I will Get a job so I can get the hell out of here and go see my friends like I want get my things and move to Oklahoma like planned as well as getting enough money up for Comic con and to my friends I guarantee I am going to Con one way or another and this year it will be a blast. Sincerely Sarah Hall